I've Moved On

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I've Moved On
I've long stopped hoping for a change. 
I've long accepted the truth.

I've moved on.

From that horrific and dreadful day you left me in the middle of the storm, I've moved on. I've come a long way. I've never been better.

Moving on from day one wasn't a walk in the park.

I crawled.

You should have seen me. You would have been proud of what you've done.  

Every day, I would drag myself. I'd get up heavily, act as normally as I could. I would plaster a smile on my face, and pretend everything's alright while I was dying inside.

I was bleeding non-stop. You cut me deep.

I've picked up the pieces, no thanks to you.

I don't know where I was getting all those superhuman strength that got me to where I am today. Away from you and your memory, away from your lies and your bullshit.

It's been a long time since I've stopped waiting for an apology, or a proper explanation which I so deserve.

I've long stopped hoping for a change. I've long accepted the truth. It wasn't easy. I can't even...

But that's not important anymore. How I got here, how I've moved on, how I got over doesn't matter.

One day I woke up, and the pain is gone. The hurting just stopped.
So did my waiting. So did my hoping.

I've moved on. I've reduced you into nothing but a blur.

I built a wall between you and my today; you're not allowed to go past it.  

You can't, in any way, come near my present. Because I've moved on.

So, stop asking how I'm doing.
You don't deserve to know.

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Keep Walking

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  1. I shared this on my author page. I love this.

  2. Thank you soooo much for writing this! You have no idea how much I NEEDED to read this today!

  3. OH!MY!GOD! Girl, we need to talk...I found exactly what I was feeling...look:
    and what you said about the pain...that's exactly what happened to me: I woke up one day and the paid was gone..just like that. I was so down for so many kicks, that each day I was still down waiting to get the coup de grace..but the other thing happened..everything disappeared...

  4. Moving on is what we should go. Great to hear you have done that.