That ex who tells you one thing and does another. 🙄 Do you remember how that made you feel? Confusing isn't it? It's like that Katy Perry song.

We're in this confusing time right now. They tell you to follow the rules and they strictly (and violently) implement it to ordinary citizens. But the same law doesn't apply to them. 

They say enhanced community q uarantine is over but the day isn't over yet and they change their statement. Again. Ayayay.

But...

I don't want this post to be political.

So, that's the end of my rant for today. 😎

Let me instead share some things I do when negativity like today happens. 

Please indulge me as I recommend my previous posts.

I wish I'm always this optimistic and strong. 

Human as I am, I sometimes give in to my weakness. Like those times I shared in my other diary entries.

I am extremely grateful for writing. 

It's a venue for me to air my overwhelming thoughts. 

It's the same as when I'm organizing things. Once I put everything in containers and arrange them, my mind automatically calms down.

Chaos turns to peace. It gives me hope.

I totally get Marie Kondo.

Well, lockdown is almost over. 

At least that's what they tell us. I won't be getting my hopes up. I don't want to be disappointed.

I'd rather be realistic. Knowing how fickle-minded and apathetic this government is, I know it can change anytime.

I'm adaptable.

Am I going to reach day 50 of recording my life in the time of c oronavirus? Gosh, I hope not. 

(It's really been longer than 50 days. I started only when our city began the enhanced community q uarantine. Maybe that's when my mind couldn't take it anymore. So, I sought for refuge in blogging again.)

I'm glad we're nearing the end. Even when at the moment, it's still a little confusing. 

Just adding a little spice to this life, I guess?

What do you do during confusing times?